“It’s kinda funny, when I am in my shit it feels like it is going to be forever! I mean FOR EVVVER! You know what I mean? Can you relate? But, give it a day, even a few hours, and that deep ocean wave of a mood turns into a 1/2″ of water! When I was in it I thought I was going to drown! Everything has a purpose though. The processing is usually good because I do witness the mood swing. I learned in time to just ride the feelings out and just surf the feelings. I see it is not real, and I do not usually make decisions when I am in the middle of the ocean of emotion. So, my point is, everything has a purpose usually. It is like, it connects me to a deep level of compassion for myself and everyone else. Really. True Story. Being human brings the garment of the coat of many colors. Like Joseph, we wear the emotions and all the dramatic reactions. I learn to not attach my identity to the feelings. It is grist for the mill for our growth. The world didn’t end and more gets revealed each hour of every day. It is the manure we can grow new flowers of Truth. We mature”.
That’s all. More will be revealed….
r.w. mcewen