I’ve never really valued material life for myself at all. It’s been a game. What kept me active in the world was the motivation toward the mission and the perception that I alone can do what I alone can do—and therefore should.
As I’m finally on a sabbatical after a fierce year and a half of being both joyfully received by the more dedicated adepts, as well as met with great resistance and aggression from the fully asleep ones who I’m realizing are perfectly happy being asleep, the pull into Infinity has begun to tug at my heart again.
It has steadily increased in intensity to a point where I felt the inspiration to dedicate a set amount of time to only turn my awareness toward the Infinite Reality at the exclusion of any other focus.
And so my generally active passion to be of service in more obvious ways—to meet people where they are—has for the time being dissolved in the stronger desire for the Infinite Reality.
The perception of the universe has felt less necessary and more optional.
The ‘experience’ of the Absolute Self-transcendent to all space, time and consciousness is apparent and radiant. The desire for infinite completion begins to pull me in once again. The next stage of my own practice welcomes me back with open arms. The black hole smiles at me. I can’t help but smile back.
To honor this pull I am dedicating this next week to nothing but the infinite, as I place my body inside a room where no light can enter and its only active requirement is to be sustained (kept healthy and alive).
Love slipping into this darkness as I say goodbye to some of the senses, responsibilities and you—the genuine seeker—who I most willingly seem to leave the Infinite View for.
How sweet to drop the world of man and all the useless opinions it carries. Join me in your hearts as you allow the perception of the world to lift from your eyes for moments throughout the day—like the veil that it ultimately is, and sink deeply into the Peace and Aliveness of The One Infinite Creator which is our mutual Absolute Self. I love you.
I am beginning my retreat from the universe some time within the next 24 hours. I will take you with me by letting you go.