Illness is a universal experience. There is no privilege that can make us immune to its touch. We are taught to assume health, illnesses being just temporary breakdowns in the well-oiled machinery of the body. But illness has its own geography, its own laws and commandments. At a time when the attention of the whole nation is focused on health care, Kat Duff inquires into the nature and function of illness itself. Duff, a counselor in private practice in Taos, New Mexico, wrote this book out of her experience with chronic fatigue syndrome, but what she has to say is applicable to every illness and every one of us.
For those who are sick, this book offers solace and recognition. For those who care for them either physically or emotionally, it offers inspiration and compassion. Finally, this fresh perspective on healing reveals how every illness is a crucible that tries our mettle, tests our limits, and provides us with an unparalleled opportunity to integrate its lessons into our lives.
BY ZOE ROBINSON NOVEMBER 8, 2019 (hermes-magazine.com)
These words from Mme Blavatsky, perhaps encapsulate a sense of Anima Mundi/World Soul:
“Matter is the vehicle for the manifestation of soul on this plane of existence, and soul is the vehicle on a higher plane for the manifestation of spirit, and these three are a trinity synthesised by Life, which pervades them all.” SD i 491 In these few words we sense an environment of fusion, Oneness.
But how can we, living here in our day-to-day environment approach such a state of being? On this plane, where we find ourselves incarnated, we mostly live in what Martin Buber described as an ‘I-it’ relationship with the world around us, rather than one of an I-Thou relationship, one that is of the nature of inclusive Oneness. The I-it environment is that in which each of us identifies ourselves individually as an ‘it’ and everything else we perceive around us as an ‘it’ too. I’m here and that table is over there, it’s outside of me!
In the knowledge of our dual nature, that of the lower self and the Higher, we may well ask, how best to perceive beyond the physical senses, appearances of this I-it relationship, beyond our Personality self; that of the physical, emotional and lower mental (rational) aspects, and come consciously to ‘see through’?
Science has brought us some answers in light of the physical environment aspect of Personality.
To illustrate you are invited to view this video::
Universe is Conscious [Through the Wormhole]
As the video shows, science is revealing that there is much more to our physical self and the appearance of our physical environment than we usually perceive through the five senses. It intimates that it takes consciousness, or conscious awareness to be aware of any ‘thing’, to be aware of our physical self, another person, a family, a society et al. It is suggested that there is a Conscious Universe expressing on varying ‘planes’ of manifestation, some of which we as human beings are aware, and some of which exist, but of which we are unaware. In HPB’s words, “Matter is Spirit at its lowest point of manifestation and spirit is matter at its highest.”2
What does this knowledge have to do with us at this time living on planet Earth? As conscious beings we have the opportunity to view ourselves from different perspectives, plus we have the gift of choice.
With the three Personality aspects in mind we question our daily environmental experiences as to their purpose and meaning and discover much of the state of where we find ourselves is being enacted out of unexamined, conditioning thinking, ideas about who and what we think we are, what Life is. In the process we begin to become acutely aware, through honest self-observation, we are indeed relating to the environment in an I-it relationship. We automatically view, define and judge the things, people, et al around us as being separate, outside ourselves. A perspective that many times results in an environment of ‘dis-ease,’ both outwardly and inwardly. A far cry from the Unity of an I-Thou relationship with our environment.
The gift of conscious choice is part of the human dynamic and each one regardless of circumstances has the opportunity to exercise their ability to choose. Choose what? Whether to live out of automatic, conditioned thinking, in an I-it environment of the lower self, or to take a step inward and open into a different relational environment; one of I-Thou.
It takes a conscious act on our part to look within at our conditioned thinking patterns and automatic emotional responses. Once we become aware of these conditions, the challenge becomes actively to address, ‘loosen,’ ‘see through’ wherever we find ourselves ‘stuck’ in a sense of the Personality environment. The greatest challenge for many is to choose, “Do I want to remain caught in this state or not?” This movement is not achieved by the rational, lower mind. However, fortunately, if we choose yes, then through practice of various forms of meditation available to us we discover openings to a new sense of environment, a more unified sense, one of Unity, that may then reveal and allow for a conscious sense of Anima Mundi, World Soul.
Ecology is defined in part by the Oxford Learner’s Dictionaries as, “the relation of plants and living creatures to each other and to their environment; the study of this . . .”
Antahkarana, the Path, has long been practiced in the East but now, of necessity, is more prevalent in the West. This archetype exists within the human psyche and is therefore available for all to consciously use as in ‘internal cause,’ or as HPB describes, “. . . that imaginary bridge between the divine and the human egos.”3
We may surmise perhaps that Antahkarana, commonly known as the Rainbow Bridge, is of a similar archetypal nature or quality as that of Hermes, messenger of the gods. When we open our current Personality earth bound concepts, our rational thinking, and release bound up emotional energy patterns, our conscious awareness in traversing the Rainbow Bridge may open into the realm of Higher Self. It is a consciousness that is abstract in nature, not caught in aspects of the lower self of Personality. Although indescribable, it is sometimes intimated or glimpsed as that which is Nothingness, Infinite Being.
Hermes may then be free, by means of Antahkarana, to convey messages of the gods, from spirit infused Anima Mundi, World Soul to our now more receptive conscious awareness of the Personality for greater well-being and relatedness in daily life. Traversing the Rainbow Bridge brings about a fusion of the lower self and that of the Higher so we may function in more fulfilling ways within the environment of this incarnation. It is an alchemical process through which we may evolve and find ourselves more fully attuned with Anima Mundi, Divine Will and Love.
Note: Recommended meditation: “7 Chakras Spoken Word Guided Meditation, Visualization, Relaxing, Chakra Healing, Balancing” with Jason Stephenson https://youtu.be/00pNPZPtBpo
Blavatsky, H.P. The Secret Doctrine (1888). Facsimile edition of Volumes I and II, The Theosophy Company, Los Angeles, California, U.S.A. 1964.
H.P. Blavatsky. As quoted in Alice A. Bailey’s The Rays and the Initiations.
H.P.B. A Dictionary of Some Theosophical Terms, compiled by Powis Hoult, p10. London Theosophical Publishing Society 1910.
Born and raised in England, Zoë visited California at the age of twenty. The intended three-month visit in the 1960s extended into 35 years of residency in the States before she returned to live in Europe in 2002. In 1977, after six years, she successfully completed her mentorship training at The Prosperos School of Ontological Studies. Throughout her long practice as a mentor she has presented seminars, workshops, conducted one-to-one tutoring sessions and facilitated support/study groups. Her focus is to act as a facilitator to assist others to live beyond conditioned thinking and habitual emotional response patterns in an atmosphere of supportive community. Zoë tells that on a visit to a Greek archaeological site, someone asked her if she was an archaeologist. Tired of saying no to this oft-asked question she spontaneously responded, “I’m not an archaeologist per se, I’m an archaeologist of the soul.” That probably best describes her and her work. As she opens doors for herself she in turn opens doors for others. However, she states, “It’s up to each one of us to walk through that door.” Thus, she invites you to journey some of your Path with her.
“Of all ridiculous things the most ridiculous seems to me, to be busy — to be a man who is brisk about his food and his work,” Kierkegaard admonished in 1843 as he contemplated our greatest source of unhappiness. It’s a sobering sentiment against the backdrop of modern life, where the cult of busyness and productivity plays out as the chief drama of our existence — a drama we persistently lament as singular to our time. We reflexively blame on the Internet our corrosive compulsion for doing at the cost of being, forgetting that every technology is a symptom and not, or at least not at first, a cause of our desires and pathologies. Our intentions are the basic infrastructure of our lives, out of which all of our inventions and actions arise. Any real relief from our self-inflicted maladies, therefore, must come not from combatting the symptoms but from inquiring into and rewiring the causes that have tilted the human spirit toward those pathologies — causes as evident to Kierkegaard long ago as to any contemporary person who crumbles into bed at night having completed the day’s lengthy to-do list yet feeling like a thoroughly incomplete human being.
More than a century before our present whirlpool of streaming urgencies, Hesse writes:
Great masses of people these days live out their lives in a dull and loveless stupor. Sensitive persons find our inartistic manner of existence oppressive and painful, and they withdraw from sight… I believe what we lack is joy. The ardor that a heightened awareness imparts to life, the conception of life as a happy thing, as a festival… But the high value put upon every minute of time, the idea of hurry-hurry as the most important objective of living, is unquestionably the most dangerous enemy of joy.
Our ways of enjoying ourselves are hardly less irritating and nerve-racking than the pressure of our work. “As much as possible, as fast as possible” is the motto. And so there is more and more entertainment and less and less joy… This morbid pursuit of enjoyment [is] spurred on by constant dissatisfaction and yet perpetually satiated.
Noting that he doesn’t have a silver bullet for the problem, Hesse offers:
I would simply like to reclaim an old and, alas, quite unfashionable private formula: Moderate enjoyment is double enjoyment. And: Do not overlook the little joys!
A century before psychoanalyst Adam Phillips made his compelling case for the art of missing out and the paradoxical value of our unlived lives, Hesse considers what moderation looks like in the face of seemingly unlimited possibilities for what to do with one’s time, and although the options available have changed in the hundred-some years since, the principle still holds with a firm grip:
In certain circles [moderation] requires courage to miss a première. In wider circles it takes courage not to have read a new publication several weeks after its appearance. In the widest circles of all, one is an object of ridicule if one has not read the daily paper. But I know people who feel no regret at exercising this courage.
Let not the man* who subscribes to a weekly theater series feel that he is losing something if he makes use of it only every other week. I guarantee: he will gain.
Let anyone who is accustomed to looking at a great many pictures in an exhibition try just once, if he is still capable of it, spending an hour or more in front of a single masterpiece and content himself with that for the day. He will be the gainer by it.
Let the omnivorous reader try the same sort of thing. Sometimes he will be annoyed at not being able to join in conversation about some publication; occasionally he will cause smiles. But soon he will know better and do the smiling himself. And let any man who cannot bring himself to use any other kind of restraint try to make a habit of going to bed at ten o’clock at least once a week. He will be amazed at how richly this small sacrifice of time and pleasure will be rewarded.
Learning this difference between binging on stimulation and savoring enjoyment in small doses, Hesse argues, is what sets part those who live with a sense of fulfillment from those who romp through life perpetually dissatisfied. He writes:
The ability to cherish the “little joy” is intimately connected with the habit of moderation. For this ability, originally natural to every man, presupposes certain things which in modern daily life have largely become obscured or lost, mainly a measure of cheerfulness, of love, and of poesy. These little joys … are so inconspicuous and scattered so liberally throughout our daily lives that the dull minds of countless workers hardly notice them. They are not outstanding, they are not advertised, they cost no money!
Illustration by Maurice Sendak from Open House for Butterflies by Ruth Krauss.
He points to the most readily available, most habitually overlooked of those joys — our everyday contact with nature. A century before throngs of screen zombies began swarming the sidewalks of modern cities, Hesse writes:
Our eyes, above all those misused, overstrained eyes of modern man, can be, if only we are willing, an inexhaustible source of pleasure. When I walk to work in the morning I see many workers who have just crawled sleepily out of bed, hurrying in both directions, shivering along the streets. Most of them walk fast and keep their eyes on the pavement, or at most on the clothes and faces of the passers-by. Heads up, dear friends!
Hesse offers his prescription for breaking this trance of busyness and inattention:
Just try it once — a tree, or at least a considerable section of sky, is to be seen anywhere. It does not even have to be blue sky; in some way or another the light of the sun always makes itself felt. Accustom yourself every morning to look for a moment at the sky and suddenly you will be aware of the air around you, the scent of morning freshness that is bestowed on you between sleep and labor. You will find every day that the gable of every house has its own particular look, its own special lighting. Pay it some heed if you will have for the rest of the day a remnant of satisfaction and a touch of coexistence with nature. Gradually and without effort the eye trains itself to transmit many small delights, to contemplate nature and the city streets, to appreciate the inexhaustible fun of daily life. From there on to the fully trained artistic eye is the smaller half of the journey; the principal thing is the beginning, the opening of the eyes.
A stretch of sky, a garden wall overhung by green branches, a strong horse, a handsome dog, a group of children, a beautiful face — why should we be willing to be robbed of all this? Whoever has acquired the knack can in the space of a block see precious things without losing a minute’s time… All things have their vivid aspects, even the uninteresting or ugly; one must only want to see.
And with seeing come cheerfulness and love and poesy. The man who for the first time picks a small flower so that he can have it near him while he works has taken a step toward joy in life.
Illustration by Sydney Smith from Sidewalk Flowers by JonArno Lawson, a wordless ode to living with presence.
Noting that these small joys take the form of different things for each of us, Hesse adds:
[There are] many other small joys, perhaps the especially delightful one of smelling a flower or a piece of fruit, of listening to one’s own or others’ voices, of hearkening to the prattle of children. And a tune being hummed or whistled in the distance, and a thousand other tiny things from which one can weave a bright necklace of little pleasures for one’s life.
He ends with an offering of counsel as valid and vitalizing today as it was a century ago, perhaps even more:
My advice to the person suffering from lack of time and from apathy is this: Seek out each day as many as possible of the small joys, and thriftily save up the larger, more demanding pleasures for holidays and appropriate hours. It is the small joys first of all that are granted us for recreation, for daily relief and disburdenment, not the great ones.
Happy, 11th Hour News! A new support/study group for the 12 months, 90 min. meeting series online for “A Calendar of Archetypal Influences” is scheduled to begin Monday, November 25, 2019. This date may have a little flexibility. Time TBA. Details about “A Calendar of Archetypal Influences” at www.archetypalinsights.com – desktop view only.
Whether you are new to astrology or a seasoned practitioner these gatherings online are open to all. Please pass this along. Makes a great Holiday Season gift to yourself or a loved one.
In the interest of time here are Three Steps for Getting Onboard ––
Step One As soon as possible, place your order for ‘A Calendar of Archetypal Influences.’ The turn around on the order is usually fairly good for you to receive it in the mail within a week. (We use the hard copy, not the PDF for our group purposes.)
To Order Your Personalized Copy of “A Calendar of Archetypal Influences” write to Philip Levine at firstname.lastname@example.org 1. Give your name and current mailing address. 2. Mention this order is for your personalized hard copy of “A Calendar of Archetypal Influences,” working with me. 3. Ask that your Calendar be compiled to start November 2019. 4. Request in addition, that you want a set of your specific “Major Activity Pages” included and that they are bound into the back of your Calendar. I believe the cost for your first order will be $75 plus $10 for the additional ‘Major Activity Pages,’ plus postage. Ask Philip for the exact cost.
Step Two Register. Registration is considered complete upon receipt of a payment to be made before the first session. (Payment plan available upon request.)
1. Open your PayPal account. (If you do not have a PayPal account one is easily set up online if you so decide. If not write to me and I will send you details for a bank transfer.) 2. Go to Send and Request Payments. 3. Go to Send a Gift or Family and Friends. 4. Enter my UK PayPal e address: email@example.com and the amount of the total cost $120 for the 12 monthly meetings.
Step Three As soon as you receive the Calendar in the mail write and let me know that you have it in hand. We’ll then arrange a one-on-one session (included with registration) in which I’ll show you how we work with the Calendar in preparation for our first group monthly meeting. Please confirm that November 25 works for you, if not suggest a date near the 25th.
The exalted Taurus Full Moon suggests that we have a mission to give extra support — or we could feel external pressure to do so — yet real power may lie with the person most in need of support. The Scorpio Sun conjoins communicative Mercury, giving needs a voice or threatening to expose something. Scorpio’s famous silence and hidden depths often keep information safely close to the chest, yet the sign’s fixity can create a situation of being stuck, with projects prevented from coming to fruition. Scorpio benefits from perseverance and dogged determination in reaching goals, but this may take time.
The Sun and Mercury huddle around 19° Scorpio. This is highlighted as a difficult degree by 17th-century astrologer William Lilly, who termed it (from 18°00′ to 18°59′ Scorpio) an Azimene degree: “lame” or “deficient” — often indicating a physical defect, if involving the Ascendant, Sun, or Moon. We might also see “lame” in a wider perspective, considering a later label for 19° Scorpio: “Serpentis,” associated with tragedy, misfortune, and wrongdoing. In Lilly’s Christian Astrology, he does not appear to focus only on events, but I have generally found the most significance in observing this degree in relation to life events, relationships, and decisions.
Anthony Louis, in his 1991 book Horary Astrology: The History and Practice of Astro-Divination, allows a 1° orb for significant degrees and notes Serpentis in charts where “all turned out well.” Derek Appleby, in Horary Astrology (1985), said of Serpentis: “This is a strange and potent degree … a tragic degree of the nature of Mars/ Saturn, and I have never known anything prosper under its ray.” (p. 51) These conclusions seem contradictory, and the arguably more positive Northern Scale/Zubeneschamali of sidereal Libra now occupies this degree. Over the years, I have noticed lame and deficient qualities at play, but believe it is up to us to work out our own positive lines of action, whatever the events. Such events, with the Sun around a 1° orb of Serpentis, have ranged from frankly shocking situations to social or business relationships petering out in a “deflating balloon” fashion.
One example is that of an associate literally stopped in their tracks when they were arrested for criminal activities — deeply hidden and typically Scorpionic — despite trying hard to combat a “dark” side. Less extreme was a frustrating work situation, with endeavors limping along unproductively or painfully and nothing progressing in a helpful direction. Both resulted in people quietly walking away (also Scorpionic). In a more lighthearted vein, there is the story of a visiting Eagles tribute band, normally strong ticket-sellers; our local arts venue gave them a lukewarm reception in a half-empty hall that night. Despite good music, their name (the title of a big hit) was in keeping with the Serpentis theme: “Desperado”!
The common thread, across these instances, is the sense of being powerless to influence a wholly positive outcome. Connections were somehow weak and, in some cases, eventually just dried up altogether. If there is a positive to be found in every negative, however, the lesson here may be to appreciate that we benefit from recognizing when to back off from a situation, that some outcomes must simply run their course and we are unable to affect anything.
This Taurus Moon may have the weightiness of a Serpentis shadow over it, but is also conjunct Vesta, providing a certain purity associated with fire. This brings to mind the sacred “Violet Flame” mantra to utter whenever protection or clarity is required: “I am a being of violet fire; I am the purity God desires” — perhaps especially useful for anyone dealing with Scorpio Mercury–Sun phenomena, such as stinging words, jealous thoughts, or intense feelings.
The Moon is helpfully trine Saturn–Pluto in Capricorn, strengthening the earthy idea of practicality and stability, hearth and home, where we can draw extra comfort. In trying situations, following rules and guidelines may provide inner support. The Moon also sextiles compassionate Neptune, eliciting a request for mercy and forgiveness for whoever needs it the most.
This article is from the Mountain Astrologer, written by Diana Collis.
The mind actively explores the environment to find elements that guide the performance of one action or another. Perception is not directly related to the sensory data: A person can identify a table from many different angles, without having to consciously interpret the data and then ask its memory if that pattern could be created by alternate views of an item identified some time earlier.
A conscious person is aware of what they’re thinking, and has the ability to stop thinking about one thing and start thinking about another — no matter where they were in the initial train of thought. But that’s impossible for a computer to do. More than 80 years ago, pioneering British computer scientist Alan Turing showed that there was no way ever to prove that any particular computer program could stop on its own — and yet that ability is central to consciousness.
His argument is based on a trick of logic in which he creates an inherent contradiction: Imagine there were a general process that could determine whether any program it analyzed would stop. The output of that process would be either “yes, it will stop” or “no, it won’t stop.” That’s pretty straightforward. But then Turing imagined that a crafty engineer wrote a program that included the stop-checking process, with one crucial element: an instruction to keep the program running if the stop-checker’s answer was “yes, it will stop.”
Running the stop-checking process on this new program would necessarily make the stop-checker wrong: If it determined that the program would stop, the program’s instructions would tell it not to stop. On the other hand, if the stop-checker determined that the program would not stop, the program’s instructions would halt everything immediately. That makes no sense — and the nonsense gave Turing his conclusion, that there can be no way to analyze a program and be entirely absolutely certain that it can stop. So it’s impossible to be certain that any computer can emulate a system that can definitely stop its train of thought and change to another line of thinking — yet certainty about that capability is an inherent part of being conscious.
These ideas are confirmed by medical research findings that there are no unique structures in the brain that exclusively handle consciousness. Rather, functional MRI imaging shows that different cognitive tasks happen in different areas of the brain. This has led neuroscientist Semir Zeki to conclude that “consciousness is not a unity, and that there are instead many consciousnesses that are distributed in time and space.” That type of limitless brain capacity isn’t the sort of challenge a finite computer can ever handle.
Al Haferkamp, H.W., M. will speak at The Prosperos Sunday Meeting on November 17, 2019 at 11 a.m. Pacific time. He will be speaking on “Ontology – In the beginning is the Word”.
Al has been a Prosperos member since 1970. He is also the Dean of The Prosperos and a Tai-Chi instructor in Los Angeles.
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The Prosperos is a school of self-observation and self-transcendence. We draw a straight line between the latest scientific breakthroughs about the nature of reality and the most ancient mystical insights about the nature of God and man. Our goal is “to make spiritual truth an effective force for ordered freedom and common good” by transcending the ancient definition of man as fearful, grasping, limited and self-seeking and realizing the God-ness within each and every person.
We hope you will join us at 11 a.m. Pacific time on November 17 to hear Al speak. Al will be Introduced by Richard Hartnett, H.W., M.
The subject of 4th Way teacher came up at the Trustee’s meeting on Sunday morning (November 10, 2019) and independently at the Sunday Night Translation Group. It was concluded that since Thane Walker is no longer with us, we no longer have a 4th Way teacher in our midst.
To catch up, if you are unfamiliar with the term “Fourth Way,” here’s the Wikipedia explanation:
Gurdjieff taught that traditional paths to spiritual enlightenment followed one of three ways:
The Monk works to obtain the same mastery of the attention (self-mastery) through struggle with [controlling] the affections, in the domain, as we say, of the heart, which has been emphasized in the west, and come to be known as the way of faith due to its practice particularly in Catholicism.
The Yogi works to obtain the same mastery of the attention (as before: ‘self mastery’) through struggle with [controlling] mental habits and capabilities.
Gurdjieff insisted that these paths – although they may intend to seek to produce a fully developed human being – tend to cultivate certain faculties at the expense of others. The goal of religion or spirituality was, in fact, to produce a well-balanced, responsive and sane human being capable of dealing with all eventualities that life may present. Gurdjieff therefore made it clear that it was necessary to cultivate a way that integrated and combined the traditional three ways.
Gurdjieff said that his Fourth Way was a quicker means than the first three ways because it simultaneously combined work on all three centers rather than focusing on one. It could be followed by ordinary people in everyday life, requiring no retirement into the desert. The Fourth Way does involve certain conditions imposed by a teacher, but blind acceptance of them is discouraged. Each student is advised to do only what they understand and to verify for themselves the teaching’s ideas.
So Thane, who was a student of Gurdjieff, may no longer be with us, but his teachings are . . . and the Truth is. And it is my contention that Truth is still a 4th Way teacher. All It requires are 4th Way students.
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